Valley of…

Can Masdeu
Although the picture is from ibiza.
After sending loads of suggestiongs to the SOS group none of them were approved.
Nice.
I’m informed that changes are happenign but I’m not informed what kind of changes. MAybe tomorrow.
Eventhough I thought that our options are rather open as they were I notice getting slightly nervous.
I want to know now, to make another plan.
That’s why it so good for me to be with that woman, every plan always shatters.
Everyhing will be alright because everything is alright after all. It’s just a matter of viewpoint and scale.
I’m in Can Masdeu, nice house. If you want more info google it. they have nice pages and all.
My friend lives here and has been taking care of me a bit, well a bit more than was a plan since I was sick for a day and a half. Now I feel being quite ok.
Although I’ve been spending way too much time on computer trying to figure out mod for SOS forum, well I figured it out ina way, just didn’t get it to work. Let’s see how many junkspambots we get there.
After being a couple of hours surrounded with small children I start to wonder “do I really want them” again. but it’s ok.
Everything will be ok.
I just need to remind myself a bit.
Tomorrow starts a workshop.
Dancing is so welcome after these few days.
I need to keep my hands of the phone, not to ask her.
I just notice that I would like to live my life with her at the moment.
Maybe it happens.
Good night and good luck to you all.
