Kon-Fus-Ion
Ecite is running along nicely… I feel tired and a bit lazy most of the time though, but the dancing and the openess of structure is nice.
Feeling a bit confused.. bodily. like being sick but hearing that I shouldn’t be… well…
Maybe everything is in my head. Like everything eventually is.
CI names and names, and thinking why people adopt buddhist names since names are just names or is that the actual reason for doing so.. To me it seems like a even more forced expression of identity and thus, self, but I’m probably wrong… Although it just seems, I don’t know what it is, so I can’t be wrong.
OK, I’ve been listening myself a lot, I have t do it even more carefully and attentive.
And I need to drink more water.
Things to do.
But what if. I do nothing, but let things happen?
where is the differece?
In intention?
I try not to try and thus I’m trying…
Mate in a morning is like a nice slap in the face but on the inside.
Ah.
Things will roll
