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So where are we? Where I am?

I am at home. What is a home? Home is where the heart is. Where is my heart?
What is the difference between languages? What does it mean if I say the same thing with another, or another.. Suddenly the meaning, feeling based is different. Other one lighter other more serious, meaningful tones.

Could I keep silence? No I can’t.

So we talk, when do we get there, into the talking. With other ones is so easy, with other ones it takes time. We do have it, the time, if we can just believe so.

Making light plans for future, serious ones tend to fail.
Do I know what I want? Do you know what you want?
I am asking this from all of you?

I should make music some thing says. I’m making but not saving. Things happen in the moment, music happens in the moment, it is not saved, unless my memory recovers it. You have to be here to hear.

One of my toenails is almost of. Almost is the nasty part. To change it will be painful. I don’t like pain.

I feel that I’m not so much there, present on the stage. I would like to be more, I would like to do more, I would like to dance more. But I understand why the effort is not put in me. Maybe I don’t seem to put enough effort myself. What is enough? But I do put effort. And it’s ok, Now I just have to put all my effort on those moments when I’m there. I put all my effort to be here, now.

Friends are such an important thing, mirrors, reflections, paths to carry on.

I choose to use my time in sitting in front of. I should just sit. I think.
Ceremony, estherics, ritual. Will I make one?

What is the difference of want and will (and how much more relevant this is in finnish)?

Choose again.

I’m playing it again.
I do want out of the city, but with whom and to where?

There is an answer, we just don’t want to hear.

I’m finding mistakes, flaws everywhere.

Give me a call, I might hear it.

What do I choose to do?

Good night and good luck to you all.

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