:Wavetales

Would you giva a job to a guy like this?

OK, so I’m back from germany and if I haven’t told I’m now made up my mind and I live in an island. Which has been very very nice expect I haven’t have money for rent yet and I don’t have a faintest idea where I’ll get the money.

So Juho gave me this wonderfull idea to go and teach in someplaces I have previously studiet. I can see a big point in that but I’m not sure will they who actually decide what people should study there see it: I hope they will and I hope they will hire me. I definetly need a work.

But, life is pretty futile in my opinion enyway. And more and more futile it comes if I can’t do soemthing I value and want to do. That’s why I don’t want to get a job that I don’t see anypoint doing it. I think I’ll kill myself if… well actually no, I won’t kill myself but I’m sure Iäll getr pretty goddamn depressed. And well, I could do a some jon I don’t care so much if the salary was really good. so I could do a three month sigft and live with that for next 6 months, that would be ok. But I don’t have access to that kind of jobs. All the jobs I seem to get an access are the one I could live next 3 months and even then very very small scale. I don’t see the point. Why people do that anyway?

Time is getting short again. surprisingly. So I better leave, but before that.

Lately:
Earth
Cathedral
the silver mount zion with all the incarnations
kim hiortoy
Jesu
placebo