Now what?
After hellish packing almost everything fit into the car and off we went.
Left my vacuum behind, hope it’ll have a good life with the upstairs neighbours.
Sleipnir didn’t give me grant which I do not understand. They don’t explain why. I guess it has something to do me being student when I applied the money. Although I’m not student anymore when I would be using it. Bummer.
I think that it is my only and ever problem. money, or lack of it. Can’t wait to jump in that sea of forms and papers and whatnot. But before that, I noticed it would be nice to know where to live. They ask your address in almost every form. Well, I am sorting that out slowly.
With this move from one place to another I realized that I have way too much stuff. Only furniture that I had was this quite small cabinet(?), but still the whole car was full. Today I came to my mothers, where’s some of my stuff and started to throw things, mainly clothes, away. Of course I do not manage to throw as much as I should but better some, than nothing.
Found an bunch of old photographs. From my childhood so mostly from 80′s. Some really nice pictures there. I have to take my camera with me to NIM. I also found 3 coupons that will give me 3 free developements. I hope they still work since I’ve got them at least 3 years ago. I really would have use for them.
And what a dissapointment. On saturday we were ready to perform and then we had the information that there’s only 3 people for the audience, and they all could come tomorrow. So we skipped it. It was sad, but luckily the solo after me was choreographed by this quite famous man, so I couldn’t really be too dissapointed. Either they hadn’t advertised the show enough or then there really was so much other things happening. And on the other hand, I really needed more time for packing anyway. On sunday there was audience, not very excited audience but audience all the same. The little feedback I had was positive. My own feeling was quite bad after the solo, the duet went better but I felt that it could have been better. R said that it was the best duet yet (she had seen 3 before, by me and Troll) and that the solo also went really well. So maybe I’m being too hard on myself. And the little feedback that I had, was given by people who didn’t really need to say anything unless they really wanted to, or so I believe. So all went alright. Sadly it’s gives me no hopes that anyone would contact me soon and ask me to come to work/dance for their piece. Maybe someday.
Later.
