Venetian Snares crossed my way. Eventhough I’ve heard the same drum sounds so many times before, I kinda like them at this point. It’s the string that make it. I have to listen more of course like always. Otherwise Jesu is still being heart ached and ruining things. Which is very pleasurable of course.
There’s nothing on school schelude for next three weeks, starting after holidays. It will change I hope, but I think I’ll stay away after holiday anyway. My knee is hurting which is a bit worrying to be honest. I hurt it week ago on sunday when performing “things we…” in Joensuu. It was alright for a while but maybe now staying still in cold place everyday has affected. I do not know. I can move easily, but it hurts all the time a bit. Like aches, not really hurts. There’s not much difference being still or moving. I do not know. But knees, they’re just a bad idea really. Not so happy.
Let’s see how it acts tomorrow.
More classical music for me, please. Listened Glass’ string quartet’s played by kronos this morning and oh how I love that music. Have to add them to my list. I should actually get that for my mom also. Maybe she would get somekind of clue.
Oh and got some good feedback about the waves, which was nice. Although people don’t get my idea they get their own which is even better. So nice that there’s some one who can value dullness in a way that it’s far from dull already. Catch my drift?
I think I’m not drifting although I’m bit worried that I am, I just don’t notice it clearly enough. To be here. I keep my eyes open. I do move, but where, what direction and why?
People are feeling empty. That’s ok, they won’t share the reason though, not with me. But I’m not empty. Not even feeling empty. Best to remember not to ask next time. If some one want’s to tell me, s/he will, without me asking. Could I care? Should I care? Less.
Things to do, not doing them.
Reading Pratchett’s Thief of time that I didn’t remember being that funny. Good way to start your mornings.
Start a company, make a business. Return it tomorrow, to be evaluated. Ken ken.
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Please do weep.
